Figuring

We are always trying to figure out what is that one thing we really looking for.

And the thing is when you thought you figured it all out, everything crashed together and leaving a mess ball behind.

We thought we are stronger than that, but we are living in constant fear.

It’s not that we lack of sincerity, but people aren’t exactly genuinely enough to show us what they’ve got.

You would know it, because you’ve been in the same mistakes for awhile now and each time you break and fall.

Your fear takes over your mind and you are being reminded that you don’t deserve best of best.

All the positivities you poured out it’s just a disguise from you to another one, or pretending to be strong.

And how many times have people taken granted on you and your ”being strong”  and they always repeat the same sentence over and over again: you’ll be alright.

You stop believing in fairytales, but you crave for one sometimes. You’re a realist but sometimes still wish to be a princess in the realm of wonderfulness.

Humans are pathetic, we are pathetic. We thought we knew, but we don’t.